3:00 hrs...
Silence was the only one that was roaming there in the two bhk 2nd floor of the multistorey apartment...all of a sudden an electronic radio device started giving a shriek to challenge the roamer but unfortunately lost in somewhere...
Roy was still sitting on his balcony with a cup of some strange kind of fluid. He always used to address it as tea. But none of his friends were able to respect that fluid as tea or any kind of drinkable thing...neither coffee nor liquor
Lights were taking rest, there were some glimpses of color, were trying hard to brighten up the room after regular interval....color of screen saver that was changing continuously which brought some light in the room but that was a little less than enough.... darkness were on its verge to taking the hold somehow
The device was still buzzing...Trying it’s level best to made the other active thing stop from his usual process so as Roy was trying by ignoring the buzzer..He was still in the balcony ...and moreover no one wanted to discontinue....
Buzzer was on its 5th try, to continue its buzzing....Roy was looking lost somewhere, was still sitting in the chair, with continuous sipping process.
While 7th unsuccessful attempt of buzz for being attended, a knock on the door joined it...After unteempth knocks and hits, door knob got rotate and Faizal entered the room.
‘‘Why don't you pick up the phone?’’ with the same as usual distressed, questioned voice of Faizal, conversation started
‘‘Why are you calling me?'' with the same ice cool, dead, indifferent voice of Roy continued the conversation
‘‘How do u know it's only me?''
''I don't know it was you''
‘‘Then why are you saying that?''
''I am just asking a simple question that why you call me right now so late in the night''
‘‘By the way it was Ravi who was calling you.''
Faizal took his phone from the table inside the room and checked. There were 7 miss calls from Ravi's no.
‘‘Where is Ravi?'' Roy asked apathetically.
‘‘How would I know where he is?'' Faizal shrugged
'' Call him up and first tell him to switch the ignition off, his bike will wake up others''
After few moments Ravi and Faizal were sitting in the balcony with cup of tea not Roy's tea, it was normal or actual tea.
‘‘What have you done with Disha?'' Ravi inquired
No response came...
With mixed feeling Ravi continued ''Listen Roy! If you have done something, then its okay, otherwise I can't tolerate all this, whatever is flowing in the air about you and Disha. ''
Roy didn't response...His sipping tendency was still going on...
''Abey, say something'' Faizal irritatingly
Asked.
''Change the track please, I don't like this crappy shit..'' finally Roy sprouted up with an irrelevant statement...a slow track was playing in the music system that made the ambience bore, but less bore than the questionnaire Roy was attending...
‘‘Why always you make simple things so complicated?'' Faizal bustled.
Faizal continued...
‘‘What do you think? At 3 am in the morning, we come to you just to listen your boring dumb crappy shits...What the hell!!''
‘‘Why always your system is playing only rock? I can give you other if you wish'' asked Ravi
While Faizal was on his parental mode Ravi was finding something to eat...instead of answering Faizal, Roy was watching Ravi's activity,
'' 2nd drawer from the right, blue pet box'' Roy directed Ravi.
‘‘You are impossible Roy, why the hell I m talking to you? We are in tension already and you don't wanna give a damn about that''
With all kind of coldness and indifference Roy tried to finish up the drink but for the sake of the situation, drink was already made itself to finish.
“Where are you going?”Roy stopped Faizal who was about to open the door to took an exit.
“There is no point in sitting with you. It’s already late, we should leave now” Faizal modulated his high pitch voice into calm mode.
“And tea is also finished. Cookies are good Roy by the way” Ravi opened his mouth even though his mouth was so full of cookies that sound waves did some hard stuff to come out.
“Hey guys! Come on! Give your ass some rest, sit here” Roy called them back
“We are not here to take rest so late in the night”
“Yeah yeah! I know very well but you know guys the best conversations happen late at night.”
Faizal went in, switched off the music player, gave Roy a teasing look, like by switching off the player he made Roy repented for all his sin done to him.
Roy gave him desirable sorrow look in return…Ravi hadn’t finished his eating yet so he kept continue...
“Hmmm...So you guys wanna know, what happened with Disha?”
“Yeah! Why the hell she has been crying for whole week long, you are her friend, I am damn sure you did something to her” said Faizal
“Ha Yaar! We always see her smiling, and suddenly what happened that the happy go lucky girl is just gone to hell” Ravi participated
“She is more frank to you compared to us, although we all are friends but you both are like made for each other. So that is what, bugging us” Ravi ended up his eating as well as the conversation .now both were awaited to initiate only one way talk from Roy
“Hmm, so guys listen to me carefully, I don’t care what you guys think of me after this but it doesn't matter to me. What matters is to believe on, what actually has happened.”
Both of them gave him a contended look.
“Disha is one of the damn good girls I have ever seen; to be with her a guy would definitely have done some great deeds in his prebirth.”
“She is beautiful, smart, cute and foremost she knows me very well Every time she speak with her lips, every time she smiles, every time she look in my eyes, she is making my life worthwhile.”
“I would always like her”
Faizal jumped in “See! What I told you, bhaisahab is fallen in love” Faizal gave a teasing look to Ravi
“But why Disha is upset?” Ravi asked
“There’s a little twist in between” said Roy
“What twist? Don’t you love her or she doesn’t?” asked Ravi
“Not like that, guys, look you're not always going to fall for the right person. But that's okay, because when you do, none of the others will matter anymore.”
“So you want to tell us that there is nothing in between you guys, don’t you ever done anything to her?” Faizal annoyingly asked
“We have just kissed, and that was inevitable, do you know the only thing better than the kiss, is the moment right before, when she looks into your eyes and leaves you breathless.”
“So what’s your fucking problem?, propose her, what are you waiting for??” Ravi excitingly said
“She has a boyfriend working in some other city”
“Oho! So that’s the problem, ok! So first we have to fuck that guy off” Ravi on his aggressiveness...was flying high
“They were about to end up their relation” Said Roy
“It’s a good news, what’s the problem?” said Faizal
Roy didn’t say anything. He lit up a cigarette and smoked like a hell.
Everyone was silent there .Roy switched on the music player, a soft jazz was playing around...
“I have met him. He was a nice guy, perfect for her. Now because of long distance they couldn’t manage time for themselves which raises bitterness in their relation”
“Oh! Hmm big problem, so what you have decided?” asked the ethical Faizal
“Are yaar! What to decide? What I told? Fuck that guy off. If you are happy with her then be with her” resisted Ravi.
“I don’t love her” Roy said very uncaringly with making circles from the smoke.
“Ae le! Abe are you gone mad or something else has eaten your mind?” Faizal was again going to started. Roy was still quiet.
“I can’t be with her as a lover, I never love her” Roy tried to clear things
“What the hell are you talking?” Faizal asked
“Mmmm I know, I know, Shit! Shit he is talking about” Ravi helped Faizal
“I have seen her tears, you are such a pitiless I must say, nothing in this world is matter to you Na!? She is in pain.”
“I know that”
“No, you don’t know her pain, never! You can never truly understand someone’s pain until you're the one who feels it.”
“Hmm!”
“I have decided! I will be no longer continue this relation, I am backing off”
“Every girls dream is to find the perfect guy, eat without getting fat, and to have a best friend who'll stay true to her!”
“I am not his perfect guy but a best friend who clear all the sweet doubts of her by being true to her”
“Ok don’t love her, but at least you can console her. She will understand gradually but for now you have to be kind on her, say anything to her but don’t ruin your relation like this, she is a nice girl. Don’t end up your friendship like this forever”
“In relationships: 1) don’t lie. 2) Don't cheat. 3) Don't make promises you can't keep. And I know myself, sooner or later if this relation will continue then I will definitely fall for her and I don’t want that.”
“Will you please elaborate?”
“Are yaar! As I already said, I would always like her, right at this moment I don’t love her but you never know when this love seed will get sprouted up then I couldn’t stop myself but for the sake of friendship, to save her love life I have to lie her, I have to cheat her, I will make promises that couldn’t possible for me to keep”
Roy continued
“So it will be better, we end up this episode like this way at the cost of few tears only”
“TU SAALE BHAGWAAN KAB SE BAN GAYA? TERI PERSONALITY KO SUIT NAHIN KARTA” Ravi threw a punch
“What happen to romance, sweeping a girl off her feet, and just wanting to support her and love her for all that she is and not control her and not even say to her? .What is this yaar?.” Faizal was worried.
“So I had a fight with her and being outrageous, I ended up everything with her.”
Roy continued
“I know I was angry and I had made the best speech I will ever regret.”
“Now you guys have to make them together”.
“Wah! Wah! Bhagwaan ji, you have made a clear escape from her and cork us in between”
“Anyways don’t worry about her tears, let her cry….Crying will make the sad out of her”
“Ok boys! Now it’s time for beast mode. You guys go and have some sleep” Roy finished up the further conversation
“Hmm now it’s time for bro to become an animal, by the way in gym you are monster always not a simple beast or an animal”
Roy didn't want to proceed further. He got dress up meanwhile Ravi and Faizal left the house.
Roy went to switched off his player as well as desktop, before that, he stood still in front of desktop for a while .his screen saver was showed up someone..
Suddenly clock hit the hour bell; it was 6 in the morning. Roy expressed out nothing and left for the GYM...
To be continued…………….
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