15.BREATH ALIVE

Ronak was almost frowned by watching the scenario....Vir was mending the easy path for Nancy to keep on the ride. But on the 7th cart...picture was getting worse....7 more round to went. From no way it was seemed that they could finish the ride....

Aanya was struggling hard to breath, Shikha's condition was not so bad but Aanya’s condition made her miserable...the only measure that should be taken at that time was to stopped that ride as soon as possible, both Vir and Ronak was trying to signal the ride operator to stopped that but operator was in no mood to interrupt the ride for the sake of one....

Two round crossed 5 more to went...now it was getting unbearable for Aanya.....when her cart was coming down to lower state she got some air but more than that of air and willpower she was losing when the wheel was leaving the upper tangency at the peak...and that time, it was almost getting lethal for her, Shikha was on her way to losing hope. In no way she could make herself possible to remain stagnant. Every round made both of them crestfallen...Shikha hold Aanya tighter than ever to motivate her but she was dominating Shikha enormously. Their head were reeling so heavily that anytime they could get unconscious, all the fun and excitement had been withered......situation was getting worst from worse....Vir and Ronak were on their mind to acknowledged that very soon ,they simply got the understandings that, next turn might had  taken the situation beyond their control. 

Whenever they went down, they signaled ride operator to stop that but after no reaction gaining from him, even after two ride and continuous signaling, Vir decided to jump off from the cart....finally he got stand up but it was damn important to balance the cart in the standing position including himself as little imbalance would have resulted the cart to got overturn and that would really became more than severe as Nancy was also there in the cart. However Vir managed that thing handsomely, but the ultimate situation was going to abject....at the lower point when Vir came in the range of communication to operator he threatened him to stop that else he would jumped out off the cart....it made operator little bit tensed but not enough to stopped the wheel, when no solution was seeming to be come out..Vir was on the way to jumped when his cart got on the lowest point....9 rounds had been completed, many more to went. Operator continuously shouted on Vir to let him complete 12 rounds at the least else he would have to return the money but Vir was in no mood to heard him...when the lowest point came, Vir was set to go...but before he completed the proceedings the wheel speed had started to receiving low....operator had a bit of intelligence that was why, he preferred to return back the money rather than registered an accident. Wheel was now stopped...

All of them climbed down....Vidish was almost cool as well as Ziya. Nikita was worried, Ronak was more than worried, both of them ran towards Aanya and Shikha...Vir was relaxing now, his job had almost done...

‘‘Hey Vir! Come quick, they are looking damn serious'' Nancy was fetching towards them with a quick steps.

‘‘Yeah! Ronak and Nikita are there to help, don’t cover them, they only need some air to breath, else will become ok'' Vir was exhaling heavily...

“So what? Don’t you want to check them up?”

“There is no need of me , whatever I will do,those guys there, can do better” Vir shrugged.

Nancy didn’t like that, but her utmost worry was already shifted to those suffering girls. She left him there with his weird logics and reluctance. Whereas Vir had the same tension as the rest were taking but he didn’t want to show up. He already acknowledged their wellness and there was nothing left for taking care of as already many other ones were there to take really good care of them…

 Vir and Vidish were standing far from them discussing something.

“Hmm so you were going to jump off from the cliff. No no! From the cart I must say….huh!”

After taking a thoroughly look of the whole wheel and complete assumption of the height of the cart from where Vir was about to jumped, he delivered the above said words.

After hearing that Vir got up. Took a deep look from all the angles and said “Well I thought so” Vir was taking lots of effort to talk as his vocal cord was fully stretched up while shouting on the ride operator.

“Abe stupid, if anyhow you managed yourself to get a free fall in any piece of time, it would be the damn fucking suicide”

“And I am pretty much sure that you really had that sort of idea even though you wanted to killed yourself”

“Hmm” Vir reluctantly said.

“By the way, why it was necessary for you to go through that kind of bravery action, the cart will sooner or later gonna stopped.”

“But those girls couldn’t make up by then” Vir said.

 Vidish brought him a water bottle “I must say, though you have saved them but your act was truly idiotic, you have almost killed yourself”

Water gave Vir a feel of relief, he could talk now. “Well my friend, some risks are worth taking and some aren't. But the problem is you won't really know until the outcome, anyways, whatever happened is happened, so better we leave that part and check those who are still suffering, I am ok now”.

Whereas the girls had finished three bottles of water. (normally one bottle is more than enough for two girls as their intake capacity permit).they were perspiring high, breathing heavily, nose and mouth were just giving the feel that they were just not enough to inhale, they really needed some extra pair of nose and mouth but it was very much impossible to brought those .so they were struggling hard to manage with the available. Shikha was on the way to normal but Aanya was going to take some time

“Saans nahi aa rahi hain, Saans nahi aa rahi hain (I can’t breathe, I can’t breathe)” Aanya was horrified.

“Everything will be Ok, be calm. Take some water and fresh air, you will be ok in minutes” Ronak assured her. There was one of the major differences between Ronak and Vir. For Ronak care was meant to be in words as well as action but for Vir, he could show his caring attitude or characteristics by only his actions in the term of Expression he was always running out of stocks. Whereas Ronak did really have the expertise in comforting people. He was a good friend of Aanya, not only a good friend but also sometimes he acted like a big brother.

 After around half an hour situation was settled down. They were again switched to normal mode or fun mode.

While leaving the amusement park Vir asked Vidish “where the hell her breath did go?”

“What?” Vidish asked

“ are saans nahi aa rahi thi na,to kahin na khin to gayi hogi!!”

“What rubbish?” Vidish whacked

“Nothing .I was just checking my vocal cords, that’s why speaking random words” Vir saved the next coming arguments or knockings.

 Now after all these happenings, they were running at a bit low enthusiasm but hats off to those girls who really wanted to continue. Fair was almost leaving no space to walk along so they made a plan to split up not exactly split but to made a group. Well after a long wandering in the fair. One thing the boys forgot that, they were with the girls who generally have a beautiful habit, right from their birth that everything comes in their visual is beautiful and they want that thing in any manner and buy any case, but why they always after non- living thing?. For any kind of non -living thing, they declare their love without giving any silly second thought and when it comes to living thing or boys especially, they zipped their selves intentionally, strange but true. Even boys have these kinds of tendencies but they balanced those with the situation but girls are true lover of beauty so there is no bar in loving them not even a situation can.

Finally on exploring fair and the choice of their ability to select beauties made the groups attained a little more outlying separation that was not so far but gone out of the sight of each other. Vir and Ronak had been separated. Vir was left with Nancy, Aanya, and Shikha with Vidish.

Now here came to end of shopping and new amusement started, searching others by keeping their own group intact.

One round completed….no sign

Two rounds completed ….no sign

Rounds on & on…….no signs.

Whole fair had been searched out but no sign of them coming up. Finally they decided to approach the control tower from where they could get them by announcing their name in the whole fair and giving them instruction to came to control tower. Vidish went to the control tower.

“So madam…..s how is it feel like? We are really having fun here” Vir was in sarcastic mode

“Shut up Vir” Aanya was exasperating

“arre guys ,don’t take tension, all the knots has been twisted ,no more twist left, and if left then we are not enough healthy to bear some for now at least” said Vir with the mixed feelings of assurance and depression with some sarcasm

“I think one more is coming on its way” Shikha interrupted

“Now what?” Aanya irritatingly said

“It’s Nancy, her health is continuously deteriorating. She is having a high BP problem” Shikha worriedly said

“Well that’s good…even great I must say……” Vir was appraising the situation

“Ok then, you guys do one thing; take a seat there in the food camp. I will go to Vidish and bring them back, after then we will decide what to do next, By the way guys haathijaamun(it's kind of gulabjamun or ledikeni,black in color but of very big size round about 2 to 3 times of gulabjamun) is one of the speciality here, you will never ever get that after”

In the mean time fair field was surrounded by the announcement” Mr.Ronak, wearing blue shirt with pink trouser, wherever you are! Please come to control room, your friend is waiting for you…..Mr. Ronak  Mr. Ronak  please report to Control room ,your friends are waiting for you….please report to control room”

Shikha was not feeling healthy ,her desperation was already reaching high as Nancy was going down tremendously. Vir could clearly saw that. Both Shikha and Aanya were suffering from fatigue because of the wheel ride but not even a single moment they showed any glimpse of it...they really wanted to devour all the enjoyment in that night....and surely they did but the twisting and twitching collection of events were not letting them to do so....

Vir was in a mood to make things light but this time he didn't want to because it wouldn't help...Nancy was immediately needed a doctor.

Vir went to control room to accompany Vidish, in between the way, Ronak tapped him...

‘‘Where the hell have you been guys?'' Vidish popped in from nowhere asked Ronak.Vir was watching Nikita and Ziya...happy go round...truly enjoying the fare... for them it was getting very necessary to understood the situation because if by any chance these happy-go-round guys met sad-go- nowhere-round guys sitting there in the food camp ,could really made the scene unexplainable.

‘‘Ok guys, now we are all together again so I wanna say that...we have a situation here,'' Vir said

‘‘What situation'' asked Nikita

'' After so long touring and exploring I think we need to end this camping as Miss Nancy is getting really sick, she needs a doctor.''

‘‘Oh no yaar, we are really enjoying here, how come she fall sick?'' depressed Ziya worryingly asked.

They hurriedly reached to food corner where the girls were sitting, they were looking like all the energy had been soaked out, and still they were enjoying the Haathijamun, bhelpuri and Miss Aanya’s favorite chowmine.

Vir was astonished as well as amused by watching the sudden transition...from the withered mood of foodie girls to giggling and shining one and uprooted mood of Nikita and Ziya from the jovial one.

'' Why are you smiling, is that any kind of joke or else?'' out of fury Ziya took a shot to Vir.

“Hmm nothing, I was just witnessing the girl’s effect...Trying my best to understand the extent up to which they can be predictable.”  Vir was making some conjecture about girls with his very short span of experience.

“What happen to Nancy?” Ronak quickly fetched to food corner and asked gigglers.

“She was somewhat fainting, but now she is ok” said Shikha

“Hey Vir, Your Haathijamun is awesome” Acknowledged Nancy

“Have you suggested an oily and unhealthy food to a fainted girl? How could you do that….you damn out of mind…fu***ng as***le.” Vidish whispered to Vir standing along with the Vir.

 Ronak then took a decision ”Ok guys we need to split up again. First thing, let’s get out from this fair. Vir you please take Nancy to Hospital, Me and Vidish will lead other girls to the hostel. After leaving them we will decide the next”

“Affirmative, let’s go MAM, miss finger licking haathijaamun taster.now it’s time to take this all out” Vir teasingly escorted Miss Nancy. Nancy was not feeling well but still she delivered a smile on her new name given by Vir

“Am also going with Nancy” Said Shikha.

“ok miss DOC, so guys get up, enough for today, will cover the other things some other day” Ronak was in no mood to wasted any more time as girl’s hostel’s time limit was also going to cross.

When they came out of Fair .Vir fetched for an auto.(in all the cases whenever there was any kind of requirement of auto, it was always Vir who was tremendously good in fetching Autos and always took a front seat, just a side support with Driver. Many of the drivers were also recognizing him. In his locality, Vir knew which auto was having music player or not, which auto had courage to drive fast ir-respective of traffic and many more. Vir and Ronak were so fond of music that they always had a cassette with them which was played all the time whenever they travelled in auto with a music system in it.)

Within 5 minutes, Vir came up with an auto. Nancy and Shikha took a back Seat and Vir seated with driver adjacent to driver seat. For whole course Vir and Driver exchange their irrelevant talks.Nancy was feeling fine as continuous sense of air was giving the positive effect With no conclusion and no prospects still Vir ended up with the relevant discussion with the discount in fare and he got it eventually.

“You guys go and come back soon, I have already talked with the auto, we can go back with the same auto, I am waiting here” said Vir

Shikha took Nancy into the hospital. After half an hour Shikha returned back

“What happen?” Vir asked

“Her B.P is very high. She needs to be admitted for a night at least, I have to stay tonight with her” Shikha was looking worried.

“Ok then. We have to inform first to your hostel, otherwise they will be getting worried, and then I have to send this auto back.” Said Vir

“You need not to worry, you go, I will manage, Nancy will be ok by tomorrow morning, don’t get tensed, I have already informed to Hostel” Shikha didn’t want him to bother any more.

“Oye madam ji, neither I am worrying about Nancy because she is already gone under professional supervision nor I have any kind of botheration about staying here. I don’t want to leave you here alone, if any kind of problem comes, who will with you?” Vir reasoned his staying there. Shikha didn’t want to but Vir interrupted his next try and said

“My friends always observe that I am too stubborn to consider other’s advice and I really want you to respect their observation”

“HA ha! Ok OK . you win! I lose!, ok then release the auto and come in” Shikha finally accepted

“Chalo bhai, aaj nahin jaayenge, aaj to hum yahi rahenge” Vir said to auto driver.

“Kya boss, nahi jaoge? Abhie to kah rahe the haalat kharaab hain, jaana hain jald se jald (what boss, are you guys not going? You were just saying to me that your condition was not good and now sudden transition, why so? )” Driver doubly asked

“Karna padta hain bhai, jab goodwill aur responsibility ka keeda kaat-ta hain na.to kitna Dard sehana padta hain, uski koi had nahi! Anyways you go, I will compensate your loss, some other time” Vir assured Auto driver and released him.

“Ok sir, but take care as it can be clearly visible that by morning, you will surely lose your voice so take some clove teas and hot water and do some gargle, for rest of the body ,only thing I can say for now “BEST OF LUCK”” Driver’s last word before leaving.

 Latest Status: Nancy was admitted, glucose had been dripped. Shikha was more than tired. Little bit headache, fully worried about Nancy and still awaken, time was 1:00 am. Vir was testing himself with pain, throat had almost choked, tried three cup of clove teas and two times gargle, whole body was going to be rebellion, demanding for rest but sleep was prohibited until and unless Shikha permitted herself a sleep………..

To be continued....................

14.FAIR

"Sometimes a sense would hit something missing that used to make you happy but somehow left behind"

‘‘Oye, ritesh, what’s up man?'' Vir jerked Ritesh from the back; Ritesh was pushed forward a little bit.

‘‘Yes I am Ritesh and you f¤¤¤ing ripped hole, my “what” will make you fart'' the words were delivered with utmost fury.

‘‘What happen dear?'' Vir asked.

''Abe Saale, tu tha kahaan itne dino tak  (damn you! Where have you been these days)''Ritesh changed his mode from being furious to understandable mode.

‘‘Nowhere, I was just.....'' Vir tried to explain but stopped in between...

‘‘Yeah yeah, I know very well, where were you in past few days?  it’s just you, who didn't have time for us, that’s why I was little bit disturbed'' Ritesh clarified.

‘‘Arey yaar, how do you think like this, I am here with you all the time, it’s just sometime we need a break to make our affection more intense'' Vir tried to make things light...

‘‘Ok now, tell me what's the syllabus of coming test?'' Vir changed the topic.

‘‘Beta Vir!, you are falling deep down into the hell, how’s that possible, that on the day of exam eve, you don't know about the syllabus'' Ritesh was astonished to hear from Vir.

 Vir was the guy in his batch who never wished to study in the class but luckily he was all aware of that, in the exam time he played a orientation program where he compiled all the relevant questions previously asked in exam, and his success rate was almost 80%.no one knew how he managed that, but yes, everyone blindly followed him.

But this time Vir’s form was almost derailed. Which was not only creating problems for Vir but also his friend circle was drowning into that.

‘‘Don’t worry yaar, you just give me the brief, everything will be fine, main hoon naa'' Vir assured Ritesh.

Next day after exam, late at night, Vir called his mom.

‘‘Hey mom, what’s up? How are you''

‘‘We are perfectly fine here, how are you? How was your exam today? How's Nikita?''

‘‘Oh! I am extremely good mom. Exam was awesome, Nikita is good, she has come back to hostel.'' Vir answered

''That means, now you can concentrate on your studies. Yeah! Yeah! I know about your great doings in the hospital, Sinha uncle has told us everything" Mom said.

‘‘No mom! My preparations are going handsomely well, don’t worry about that.'' Vir was trying to persuade Mom.

''Listen beta! whatever you have done, is good, but be clear with yourself ,for what reason you have opted this year to make it special, it’s all on you, neither we have any doubt in your brilliancy nor in your credibilty, it's all that matters is the will that is deep within you. Rest all is on you and with you always ''

Mom worriedly expressed her confidence

‘‘Yeah Mom, don’t worry I will try to keep your words as best as I can ''

‘‘Ok beta, take care, we are eagerly waiting for you in Diwali, so don't be late and do well'' mom hanged up the phone.

Next day Ronak and Vidish came to Vir’s house

'' Hey Vir! What’s up yaar?'' Ronak greeted him

''I am good; what’s the matter guys, you both here?'' Vir asked surprisingly.

Both Ronak and Vidish were living far away than Vir almost 15kms.

'' Actually we are looking for room here'' Vidish replied.

‘‘Well, that’s good, but don't you think it will be little bit far from your classes'' Vir skeptically said.

''Abe yaar, I can’t leave her now, that’s why I want to live here, near to her, all the time'' said Ronak.

There was a thing which was just a bit more than something that was twitching his mind or could be said a premonition that there was going to be change of something, something that was not good, something that was going beyond the control. Something that was going to gather some attraction but eventually it would be far worse than ever thought.

‘‘Aha! That's really good, let’s go then, let’s find it together'' Vir corresponded with a helping hand but not from heart he wanted to...

It was a Dusshera season flourishing out there. It was a season which made the people happy in every manner. It formed a mystic aura everywhere which mysteriously made people happy, forgetting all the regrets, miraculous power of festival urged everyone to celebrate it. Dushhera as well as Vijaya Dashami (durga puja),the best and happiest month of whole year was just happening, in no manner anyone wanted to ruin it. Everyone in the institute was happy because of homecoming in Diwali. All the friends including Vir were also participating in that happy event.

Ronak and Vidish had been shifted to their new house in the same locality, where Vir and all the girls were living.

10 more days left to Diwali. Dusshera fair was on its peak. Vir was busy with his friends and Ritesh in managing the relation loss that had started burning, fume had been coming out but it would take time before it came under full flame. Vir knew that as well as Ritesh.

‘‘How could you be so mean?'' friend 1 said

'' You know it very well that we have planned it together for both the up and down journey.'' friend 2 said

'' I knew that, whenever there's a girl entered in your life, boy forget everything, friend, family everything'' friend 3 pointed out the reason.

'' Hey guys! It's nothing like that, not at all, you are going too far. It’s just I want to be here by the end of this fare to watch the sky flares on the last day, but you guys didn't want to.. ''

''those guys are willing to watch that, I have got the company, that is why, I have postponed my home going, there is nothing about any girl there, trust me'' Vir impregnated his reasons to stay there late but there was no one having any kind of mood to collect those.

''well’ I think, Vir is right. We should trust him'' Ritesh gushed

‘‘Then you really don't know anything about Vir, never demand any reason from Vir. He is the king of excuses. Never mess with him.huh! Anyways whatever done, is done. We can't change anything....’’combined effort of friends finally declared the result.

 Vir was standing helpless in the corner of the room.

'' Ok you guys tell, what am I supposed to do now? ticket has been made. You guys are going and I am still here for few more days. Is it really make any difference between us.''

No one answered anything....

'' Hey Vir, we have a plan for today'' Ronak and Vidish popped up suddenly into the room but get stopped by watching scenario

'' Anything serious guys'' Ronak asked

‘‘Hi Ritesh how are you'' Ronak continued

 Ritesh didn't say anything he just smiled back to Ronak.

Vidish then revealed the plan when Vir came outside.

‘‘We are going to fair today, .be ready at four''

When Vidish and Ronak left, Vir asked them for fair, they didn't say anything but gesture was deviated towards negation...

In the fair, all the three guys had reached at 4 by 10 minutes, but the girls, for the sake of their fame of being late in gaining importance, they sacrificed their chances to rebuke guys for being late. Sometimes it really gets tough to manage between these situations whether to prefer value addition over being dominant or getting simple. So as the situation was of girls there.

Well when they arrived, they were five instead of four. Fifth one was Miss Nancy from Bombay, their hostel mate.

Fair was on its full mood. It was about to dawn, they were permitted up to 2100hrs; Unfortunately they were running out of time. Fair was almost occupied. Crowded and colored as well. Every kind of event and system were on their way to exhibit. Right from car show to handcraft exhibition. It was divided into few parts among which one was dealing with food items of different kind of, basically fast food and traditional one. Another one was showing the local art of different kinds of clothing and garments. This fair was comprised of garments, book shows, food parlors, local handcrafts, and crockery, ayurvedic and homeopathy parlors. In between the fair area, a stadium was also there, where every day,it delivered the exposure to local singing talents and poets who gathered there to entertain people for the whole period of fare right from Dusshera to Diwali. One of the most entertaining, excited and crowded zones in the fair was the amusement Zone where different kind of rides were there to exhilarating people.

“Hey guys, let’s ride” Ziya was little more than excited as she generally used to.

“Ok. I will get the tickets” Vidish went to the ticket counter.

“But I don’t want to go” said Aanya

“Me too” Shikha added to Aanya’s company.

“Well I want to go, but these rides make me scare” said Nancy.

“Same scaring is with Aanya and probably with Shikha too” Ronak Knew that Aanya was acrophobic but not sure about Shikha.

“Are yaar,these rides are very easy and running at very low heights, you can try it for once” persuasion came from Vir sides.

“No, I won’t.” Aanya got the fixation.

“Ok let’s try for easy ride, if you will be Okay with, then only we will go for next ride else we won’t .” Said Ronak

Finally they were on for the Roller coaster ride, but it was not the same as these rides generally were, very low height, simple and predictable.

“Wow! It’s awesome. I am loving it, let’s go for next” Both Aanya and Shikha were so excited after first ride and they were the initiator for the next ride.

Next ride coming up was the wheel ride. It was basically a vertical wheel that was having a cart of capacity of two at a time and the wheel comprised that kind of 16 carts. To ride in it, was simple for those who didn’t fear from height because it rolled you at the maximum of 60 to 70 feet .and at that moment of time gravitational force was at its maximum throughout the ride which almost brought a shock. Sometimes it seemed like that some force pulled your body down leaving your heart and mind, rider have to control his body mass as well as the fluid in the body to prevented from being taken out by self and on severe condition ,it would resulted into vomiting and unconsciousness. Well generally people ridded those for that kind of thrill but here Aanya and Shikha were just to repeat their fun that they had already enjoyed in roller coaster unknown to what, they really were going to experienced there in the wheel.

 In the cart they paired up

Ronak & Vidish

Nikita & Ziya

Vir & Nancy

Aanya & Shikha

Everyone was so excited there, especially Aanya and Shikha. They were as thrilled as elated; it was just like an achievement if they came over it.

Finally ride was started. The ride was of around 15 turns. In first two turns everything was normal, at the peak, view was ultimate, the whole fair was now within the range of eyesight, and the glittering city was looking amazing. It was really fun out there in the top. People wandering in the fair were almost invisible to them. They were riding like a king. Vir was so kicked that he was almost about to shout but Nancy’s presence forced him to maintain some decency. Next two turns was about to normal after that scenario was changing. Nancy was getting high. She was getting nervous now. She was sweating. It clearly indicated Vir that something was getting really really serious. Vir tried to distract her from the ride .he started talking about some other thing in which Nancy really interested in. After two more ride Situation got normal...

Ronak was watching all these, he understood the situation, when Vir matched his eyes up with Ronak .he deviated his eyes towards some other location. It was the seven carts before Vir which could be clearly visible at the bottom when Vir was at the top.

It was of Aanya and Shikha. Both the girls were really tensed. Aanya was perspiring high. Shikha was trying for something but was looking helpless………….

To be continued.............

13. INTRODUCTORY CHART

It does generally believe that every existence being has its own story, which reveals the fact that what the hell reasons upon which he is somewhat breathing on the earth (mrityulok).

We all are different ,even with loads of thing in common ,still we creates lot of differences in each and every feet we proceed………….

Same wise we all own a peculiar and a gr8 story which is different in its own way…….

Well before any further proceedings in the story, it makes me feel that, we should get familiar with the characters that are still under shade and can’t emerge out clearly. Let me introduce you those chronologically.

Introductory chart:

Vir: Characterize earlier, all here need is, weak in relations, extrovert, follow the policy “Every ones Invited”, little bit dexterous, but still dumb folded………, younger brother, so all the rights for being notorious already had in pocket. King of logics…whenever anyone questioned him about his notorious behavior he always used to say that he has so much of energy that sometimes it gets away from him.

Sanjay ==Vir’s neighborhood friend. Since from the childhood he has one and only competition with Vir that was of Carrom Board and with so high benevolence of Vir, he always ended up with a victory. Both of them were in different school .Aanya & Nikita was his schoolmates. After metric he had opted same stream as of Vir. As a result both of them got into same school. About characterization he would prefer Sensitive, sincere, took too much care of things, very much responsible, little bit show off, for him Vir was not so good because of Vir’s reckless nature.

Fatso—The ultimate sufferer because of Vir’s extraordinary, adventurous, and skilled tasks he used to do with the full support of Fatso.Very few times it got possible that Vir came into upper hand, else all the time he get rebuked by Fatso. In each and every weird task he got the company of Fatso but eventually fatso repaid him with awesome angriest blessings. He was also with the same stream after metric as of Vir and Sanjay.

Ronak—All though Vir was as notorious as his daring allowed him and sometimes it almost got viscious for his own but still he had something to attract his near ones, one of them was his teacher in primary school. That teacher taught him for the first five years of his school, in those five years she had laid his foundation stone. Ronak was his favorite teacher’s son. From Primary both of them had known to each other but they actually met after metric .Both of them were unlike to each other still there was something that bonded them. Vir never wanted to make anything wrong with him as Ronak was directly connected to his favorite teacher and luckily he haven’t got any chance to do so and he still had respect for his teacher same as he had five years ago.

To get in brief, basically all these guys we are discussing about were belonged to a small town having capacity of almost 10,000 families. There was lots of school to delivered high quality fundamental educationas as they were promised for. Among those, three schools were on the top. Two of them were running by government cum private(private school influenced by government tactics) and third one was private school. That private school was limited to metric only. After then students had to take admission in other two government school depending on their stream,. Up to metric both of them provided equal education but after metric they were classified into commerce, art and science stream.

Ronak, Ritesh were from private school. They have opted science and joined Vir, Fatso and Shikha as they were from the government school which was having science stream after metric. Sanjay, Nikita, Aanya were from another government school that was dealing with commerce and arts stream so unfortunately they also had to joined Vir.

Vir’s school had nothing different than any other government school in the country.

After metric all of them had joined Gurukul for raising their scientific mind in more technical way under true professionalism. For private school, it was just a matter of obvious. For government guys their joining was just mixing up of pride and fear. Pride was of joining high profile institute and fear was of feeling incapatibility to confront it. For Vir’s friend, his logic was enough to move them...Aanya and Nikita didn't need anything, they were far more ambitious than Vir...

There was a guy named Jagdeep. Who was from Vir’s school, had also joined Gurukul along with Vir. He had a very high profile in rowdy side. He had many contacts in the gang of totally-waste guys who used to believe in threatening people whenever their side was paving towards the diminished lane. Before metric when Vir. and Jagdeep were with their goon party(previous class mates as Vir's class was renowned as one of the most infamous one ). He was a timid one. Used to talk abusive language many a times but always get beaten up by someone for this. Actually in government school, students were bringing up not only from academic side but also from physical part too or could be say only in physical part. It was that certain kind of exclusive school where even English was taught in local language still it was a English medium though, far more a bright student could gain intelligence in Hinglish there (combined form of Hindi and English).So Mr. Jagdeep was a dominated goon who emerged out from ashes when he got introduce to new world of studious, timid and non-pokers (those who never make their any of the fingers indulge in other's life).So it's easy for him to control over them as all the other high profile goons had left the school for another stream. Well Mr.Jagdeep was very fond of Miss Nikita. He always tried to impress her by lots of mean but never succeed. He always accompanied with Vir and Ronak. They were his new best friend in the world of love and scientific professionalism and they always set the best stand for the proverb...that friend  in need is a friend indeed. But there was twist in there. Though they were the real indeed friend whenever he was in need, but when that need became desperate, he never able to found them. Each and every activity of his was well known to them. Nikita is new to that school as well as for the other guys to her . Sinha uncle already told Vir's father to let the Vir took care of her, basically from the boys of his school...especially his newly made best friend. So these best friends always helped Mr. Jagdeep in wooing her in every aspect but never let him to do any kind of unwanted thing to Nikita. On the other hand Nikita always scolded him, abused him. Even sometime Vir & Ronak medicated him with few soothing words'' don't worry yaar, today we get the evidence, now we can go to police and can register a complaint against her in the name of child molestation ''

How Vir couldn’t utter a single word?

'' Yes Ronak is right, how could she scolded you like a slaughtered pumpkin''

'' Now it's enough, I have to do something, water is now overflowing, really need a leak'' Mr. Jagdeep was frowning now.

''Arre yaar, have you gone mad ?, you love her, how many of epic lover have sacrificed their great possessions and you just exhausted by her mere dialogues, don’t get aroused by her words, remember the sweetness in those slangs, you will feel better '' again Vir and his damn logics.

Everyday Mr. Jagdeep get assaulted, they made him realize his failure once get aroused, then again they lowered him back. That’s what the best friends were for him.

Ronak and Vir were that kind of mischievious beings. But after one year Ronak decided to leave the school without any clear reason to tell. After 8 months they both met in Ronak's home. There he got to know that not only Vir but also Ronak was taking care of Nikita. Vir’s reason was obvious, because of family. Well Ronak had more obvious reason than Vir's .Somehow or somewhere deep within him there was a left side zone whose movement or pulsation had been conquered by Nikita. So it was finally decided that he is in something with her. That made him ran away from the town for getting the cure of that incorrigible fever. After that for whole session they haven't met. Next meeting was destined to happen in the hospital in some undespecable mood when Nikita was injured.

Ritesh. He was a damn guy. A damn friend of VIR. He was from the same school of Ronak. Athletic built same wise his nature was nothing to care of, jovial. As colorful as Vir was. Whenever they came to have fun with, they could synchronize their frequency in no time. They spent really a great time in the institute. He was always helpful to Vir, without any question, without any demand.

Nikita: A highly cultivated, precognitive and coy girl comprises all the features of hard bound girl who could easily handle the whole world just by spinning it on her index finger. So beautiful that many of the guys were just flattered on her .but she was well expert to used them on her own terms without allowing anyone to derailed. Had so much of brain that no one could stand against her. True rival of Aanya. Best friend of Shikha. Many one’s queen of heart including Ronak’s too all though Aanya always gave her tough competition not only in academic but also in the zone of flatteredness. Both had tremendous fan following in their school.

Shikha: One of the brilliant minds in Vir's school, topped continually in a row of three or more. Excellent management skill. Whatever be the function was, Shikha was always being there. Shikha was Vir's cousin sister's best friend. Many a times she had visited to Vir's house with Vir’s sister. She always had been helpful to Vir, whenever he required. Best friend of Nikita’s too. Insightfull. There was nothing that could be hiding from her. Sometimes it happened that Shikha predict those things where Vir was never get to look forward but in near future he definitely would. Little bit contradictive.

Ziya; Sweet little Nikita's baby. She is the only girl in this whole story who was not belonged to the same town where from others were.She was as cute as she tried not to be. Always tried to be mature but failed all the time.fun loving girl, loved to enjoy life, loved roller coaster ride, u have to just left her in amusement park and u will get amused by watching her desperation to have fun. Every time when Vir get indulged into any kind of discussion with Ziya they ended up into the Moon.......

Vidish: whenever you asked anything to him…well anything means anything….he always made sure that …that he should be consistent as much as possible….and his consistency allowed him to answer -----“who knows? and who cares!”….and amazing thing was…he never deviated from that. He never knew why had he joined institute? Why had he come with Ronak?. High class cricketer,Always tried to make Vir out in the game of cricket but success rate was about 50%. . True follower of Ronak. Or can be said…true friend of Ronak...

Here comes the end of introduction of  main Casting crew.Other characters will be introduce whenever prevails.

To be continued.......................

12.EXISTENCE

There are many times, a sometime comes, when things get necessary to resolve, things about existence, about values, about a doubt whether we really exist by self or should we really need a change. Many a times we are unable to segregate things about what we are doing? And what we should do? We never substitute anyone Neither by emotional nor by physical, we always do what we really are, but problem comes when we become helpless for being ourselves and that crucial moment of time we start to believe that life would have been better if  there should be someone else other than the person, we presently are......

During the end of hospital days, all of them were so excited because very soon they will be leaving this place. Excitement was good enough to diminish all the hard facts. But still there was something that was viciously happening there in the hospital among Ronak, Shikha and Aanya.

Vir was the late entry as he used to be every time. When he reached there the happening had been resulted into awful. Everyone was roaming into the world of despair, not only Vir's realization was clearly indicating him about the fog of exasperation forming there but also showing his threshold of intervention into the matter. In the outside, He was having conversation with Vidish in order to avoid the situation, even Vidish was also somewhat aware of that but did not having a bit of confidence to deliver it to Vir.

 After a while when fog got disappears, Shikha came up...

''Hi, Shikha. What’s up?'' Vir waved his hand to Shikha

‘‘Oh hi! When did you come? I haven't seen you'' voice was dull; it was sounded like a voice came from a sort of a distance.

''I have come a while ago; I thought you were busy, that’s why I didn't call you. '' Vir skeptically answered,

‘‘Is anything serious?, you can tell me, if you wish''

‘‘Oh no, it was just regular conversation, there is nothing like that, don’t worry I will be ok '' Shikha tried to settle down the matter

'' Will be ok means something is not ok for now'' Vir didn't say to her but thought that.

With this situation Vir didn't want to enter into the hospital he was still standing outside .After the conversation everyone entered into the cabin, for Vir it was clearly visible that he was not demanded to enter into the matter. After sometime Ziya came outside.

'' Hi Vir, why are you standing outside?, come in, I am ordering tea for all''

'' Oh I am perfectly ok here, don’t worry, you go inside I will bring the tea''  

‘‘Ok, but don't be late'' Ziya went in.

‘‘Are bhaiya, chai dena 7 cup '' Vir asked for tea to tea seller just having his vendor adjacent to the main gate of hospital

‘‘You go sir, chotu will bring it to your cabin ...'' tea seller was trying to relieved Vir as all the tensed happenings were also made some understandings to tea seller.

‘‘Oh no no, you need not to worry, take your time and make your ever made best tea'' Vir didn't want to went inside, and tea was his excuse to spent some more time outside.

But finally he was going to enter the cabin as tea has already poured into the cups to deliver:

'' Chal chotu, le ja chai andar...'' tea seller called chotu.

'' Before Vir stepped into the hospital, he saw Aanya was coming outside with the sudden changes in her expression, within a while her face expressions were changing spirits, that was from giggling to spoil one..

''Hi Vir!, you are too late today, I have been waiting for you since from a long while, this is not good, you are always late, why so? Tell me?''

All the darts were on the target and sharp too, almost deep. It was really impossible for Vir to select which one of the darts that had been threw by Aanya, should he reply back?

''I am really sorry, I have come earlier but was busy with Vidish in some chit chatting, MY BAD!''

‘‘So what? why didn't you show up?''

She was looking so frustrated that she was continuously losing her ability to hold herself. She was so frowned on herself that anyone could easily get the sensitivity of matter, she was dwelling with, and it's really bad out there.

''I am sorry My Lady, next time it will never happen again''

‘‘Hmm you better be'' from somewhere and somehow smile was again fallen on her 

withered face.

Vir clearly understood the matter but he didn't want to ask her anything about that. He knew the fact that, today that girl really needed someone to talk, someone to listen her.

 '' So tell me, How’s life going? Have you copied all the notes 'if you need anything I can bring that up to you'' Vir raised his enthusiasm.

‘‘He he, no thanks, your notes are more than enough for me, anyways thanks for all these'' Aanya smilingly paid her gratitude.

It is always looking awesome when someone pays you thanking note in a full smiling node and that awesome mood get converted into winsome feeling? You never get to know that .That is what “help” delivers you.

‘‘So have you prepared for coming test, it will be just after two days''

‘‘Hey Vir, tell me one thing, why there is anything else in this whole world isn't deserves that much of concern as your studies are for you? ''

‘‘Hmm, good question, but for that you have to wait for sometime''

‘‘Ok 'let's change the topic, what is the conclusion finally?'' Vir saved himself from being victim of her unanswerable questions.

‘‘What?'' she asked like she wanted to answer but pretended indifference.

''well, what happened inside, I don't want to know, cause that might be your old days or personal problems so I don't want to dig that out again, what I want to know is what the final decision you have made after passing through all these happenings?''

‘‘Well, nothing such, I mean ....yes…….. there is a little bit pain here but it can be manageable'' clarified Aanya

‘‘Oh! You are in pain, good! That means you are human, you should be proud of this, there are many non human public exist, who believes that ,whatever damn happening they come across, nothing could change them or make them feel pain''

'' So am I like them or else?'' Aanya asked

'' No, not at all, you are perfectly an absolute piece of human embodiment''

‘‘That means I should change myself''

''are geli I am not talking about changing yourself I was saying about the flexibility, the ability of a human being to transform himself/herself or adapt the things according to the situations come in his/her life.''

‘‘What’s Geli by the way?'' Aanya was totally fuzzed, she really couldn't carry herself at that time, and in a single time she had taken lots of thought in her central processing unit and was about to hung up very soon.

'' Geli is the word that defines you. It means nothing, just Aanya is too long to say, that's why I use this word for you.’’

‘‘What do you think of me ha? Am I fool or what? I know it is somewhat funny you use to tease me, don’t make me fool...ok! I am more mature than you''

‘‘Ha ha, yes Miss Geli, you are too mature, I know that very well''

‘‘But I really want to change myself...I don't like my name, it’s too common, I don't like myself...people make fun of me, people thinks I am stupid, I can't judge people, people think I can't take decisions, no one takes me seriously, not even you''.

“Hmm, well I can’t say that I can understand what you are feeling right now as generally people used to say because I don’t, but yes! I can try my level best to lessen down your pain if you don’t mind” Vir said, they were still standing outside, chotu had brought back the empty cup from the cabin and stood near Vir for money .he was staring at Aanya. Vir caught his glance,

“will you just wait for a minute, I will be right here back within a secs, have to settle down chotu’s money else he will stare you like this for the whole evening, and I really don’t like that” Vir told her with his right hand knocking down his left side chest and took chotu from there, leaving a cute smile on someone’s face who was eagerly waiting for someone’s return.

Chotu said  "Bhaiya...lagta hain didi dukhi hain,ice-cream khilaon na unhe.”

Vir said ” wah chotu ,bada samajhdaar ho gaya hain,dost ice cream to khila du but abhie kya hain thodi tangi hain ,fir kisi din khila denge, aaj to chai se hi kaam chalana padega”

“Ok boss I will bring two more cup of tea exclusively for you guys ekdum adrak elaichi aur malaai maar ke” Chotu said

Later chotu told Vir that he had seen many of couples where girl always got happy whenever she had been introduced to ice cream of her choice but for Vir, case was different

Anyways Vir fetched to gate again after clearing chotu .

“I have noticed many times, whenever you are with me, I feel confident” Aanya said, she was still smiling.

“Ha! Where are we?”Vir heard that clearly but pretended as he didn’t.

“Yeah gottcha, you want to change yourself! That’s really good, I will appreciate that” Vir was talking differently now and that made clear reflex on Aanya’s face.

“Well, to be frank or more realistic, tell me one thing what is the ratio of your loved ones than your haters”

Aanya was started rolling in the thinking process cause she didn’t know the answer and she knew that as well as Vir

“Hmm approximately greater than 100 I suppose or we can say there are less people who hate you as compare to those who love you, may be 100 times less”

“ummmmmm huh yeah that’s true” Aanya was trying her best to understood things.

“so breaking news is that they don’t love you, they love Aanya who is as stupid as simple she is, who is as funny as cute she is, who can’t take decisions but can select those who can take best decision for her, who can’t judge people but always be with the people who are best for him. Aanya who never seems to be serious because her seriousness would make many of people deprive from the ultimate lessen of whole day tension in just one single glance of her. So by all the above reasons they really don’t love the present Aanya, they love the Aanya a day before today out of millions of Aanya, that Aanya who has a very common name, still she managed herself for being peculiar, out of that common name she established herself enough to own that name, because only that Aanya is the one who comprises all these characteristics not just any other neigherbourhood Aanya. For those characteristics she was being loved not today but till yesterday. Have you ever think that why only you have chosen to serve with this much of characteristics in the name of Aanya because you are the only one who can make difference. Change your outlook Geli, everything will be just fine”

Vir continued

“Well if you still want to change yourself, then that will really deserves a piece of appreciation, who in this world has so much of guts to raise her haters list by her own”

 “but maybe I am wrong, may be you are going some other way round, may be you really need of haters, a big bunch of haters, cause they are your biggest fans ever, they keep on wasting time just to watch your every wrong move and you use them as sandpaper, cause once they are done with you, you end up polished and they end up useless”

“Maybe your thinking is waving on this way shore”.

“Sorry for getting aggressive” Vir ended up his logic canyon.

Aanya was almost stunned, she never thought about herself so much lovingly what she has been described just a while ago.

“But what if, every time you try to do good and it ends up bad?” She asked

“Because what you want to do, is not your part of job, I can understand what you are trying to say .But we should limit ourselves on task, on the basis of our perfection .do only those you are perfect at” Said Vir

“But if we wish to help others, we never select for that on the basis of our efficiency” She was on the continuation

Vir said “What to say? Simply I can answer that the secret of contentment is knowing how to enjoy what you have and being able to lose desire of things beyond your reach!”

Vir continued

“Same thing exist for your desire of contentment in helping others, however these others are not just others, they are obviously your near and dear ones, so if you have failed, they can understand”

“Hmm..Sometimes things are going different what we supposed to be” Aanya sighed.

 Vir was tried his best to console her because he had nothing which could make her understand better, it clearly made him understood that whatever be the situation ,she was dealing now had just emerged out after the incident happened in the hospital, but he didn’t know what exactly the case was..Neither she revealed that nor did he want to...

Suddenly Vir got the excitement” here comes my survivor,aaja chotu  le aa mast waali chai”

“What did you say? What’s his name” Aanya asked

“kya re chotu? kya naam hain tera?” Vir freely asked

“Shankar” Chotu answered

“Mast naam hain yaar, chal tu ja, main cup de aaunga” vir gave him money and asked him to leave.

“So, is there any dealing with the name Shankar?” Vir asked

“No, just like that, I was thinking about that how common can a common ness comes in your life” Aanya said with  despair overcoming her all over the way.

“Huh! I was also wondering that why people create their own storms and then why get upsets when it rains?”

“I have heard somewhere, very common thoughts that” Be who you are and Say What You Feel Because Those Who Mind Don't Matter and Those Who Matter Don't Mind.”  That simple stands for the sense that those who matter in your life and truly care about you will not mind you being yourself. In fact, they will welcome it.” Vir was gaining energy because the storm in Aanya was now coming to the settle down. Gigantic rocks of Vir’s Logics took the storm just beneath of it. Few more strokes and all will be stagnant.

“But it also develop the fear of losing things” Aanya skeptically said.

“ The most painful thing is losing yourself in the process of valuing someone too much, forgetting that you are special too, and you are doing this what you must not. Be with your own, give love, give affection, try to be like that no one leaves you in managing with you and if still they do then either they never deserve or you will always be in their memory, but never feel sorry for that ”

Vir continued “Love the ones who are in your life and make it amazing, but also love the ones who left your life and made it fantastic”

Vir continued

“Learn to appreciate what you have, before time makes you appreciate what you had”

“Yeah you are right, but it will take some time to think around, not so easy for me.” Aanya was on the way to giggle

 Vir added “Be strong, being fair, if you don’t know, then ask. If you don’t agree, then argue. If you don’t like it, then say it. But don’t keep silent and don’t let others to judge yourself. “Final stroke of Vir had broken all the stealth of storm. Only thing which left was the time to recover things.

 Aanya finally said

“For you boys’ things are easy but for girls’ things are wide different’ these words are very common when it comes to the matter of recovery,

Storm’s hit was severe, far more than assumed. He was watching her, she was standing still, and peace was captivated. A girl thing was clearly shown on her face, a girl much more than she seems, she isn't a toy by any means, underneath that makeup & hair, there’s a sign that says ''handle with care''. It would be better for Vir to let the discussion get killed, and gave some time to think around. In that case Shikha always helped Vir unintentionally.

“Hey how could you say that, you are your papa’s son, don’t forget that, uncle will never let that happen. It’s already dawn, go to hostel and have some talk with your loved ones, you will feel better” Vir ended the discussion because Shikha already reached to the gate where they were having their discussion. They all were about to leave the hospital. Shikha just came to say bye to them as she will be staying there in the night with Nikita.

Next day when they met Aanya was changed; she had got back to her previous state, all smiling and jolly

Vir was almost fuzzed, he really didn’t know what he had discussed or What game of logics he had played yesterday but eventually he get succeeded to bring back the same smile  of Aanya.

 Vir was champion of his world; he has the capability to even confuse the lord of logic.

 Next day Nikita got discharged, she returned back to her hostel. Vir felt relieved as he didn't have to walk 10 kms, never again.

 Meanwhile during hospital days they used to go nearby restaurant HOLIDAY INN, they enjoyed their a lot. With all fun and Masti hospital days took an end. After Nikita's discharge Vir was getting busy in the test preparation .He never believed in past. For him whatever happened was very important to him though for that he couldn't let the main purpose to get drown.

But things were going to change... For Vir things were never going to be simple....some tough decisions were waiting for him....but he was not pretty sure about the wrong and right.....

To be continued...............